Long time no post.

Sorry guys for not posting. Its been a crazy week for me. My car decided it didn't want to run yesterday. I was so pissed first time since I got the damn thing. I ruined my shoes because of it. I kicked and hit and punched the dam thing. Then I threatened to junk it out. Well it finally started at 445pm last night. I was so pissed. But at least it wasn't the battery. It was the coldness. And we have another 2 weeks of this shit. Figures. Then its snowing today. Dam. I can't get away.

Well update on the Man, I've been seeing. We have talked alot about things and where it is going to go. I am nervous about having a relationship whatsoever. So I told him last night that I don't want to get to involved and it not go anywhere. That I easily get attached. He was honest with me and said that he is anxious to see where it leads. I told him never to mention the "M" word though. I've been there once and afraid to go back. I like him alot minus the hair thing I had in the beginning. But its all good. He is a awesome kisser. I guess I need patience with things with him. He is older and has his ways set and not been in a relationship. So I feel vulnerable to want to be there with him and spend time with him. But I can't. Then it would be tooo pushy. So I am going to sit back and let him come to me.


On the finding a place situation. IT SUCKS. Won't talk about it.

I'm sorry.

Ok, I am sorry for not blogging. Its been a weird weekend. It started on friday night after I dropped my son off for his Dads. Peace and quiet. SO I went over to my friends' house and spent a couples there cause she had to work the next day so I got to play with little Levi. I love that boy. He is so precious. Then I left there cause I wanted to watch Third Watch. Well, I said to Dawn maybe I should call my friend Manny. She encouraged me cause I am a chicken. So I did. I made the big move and called. He was home. I drove around the block like 6 times cause of my anxiety. Well I went over to his apartment. We watched Third Watch together. It was a pleasant night. Got to know him better. Actually alot better than what I anticipated. I am a bad person. I felt bad and somewhat still do. I have since talked to him and he can't wait to see me again....well ditto for me as well. Found out some interesting things about him. He used to be a wrestler. And he works for a trucking company. So I guess I will see where it goes. Wish me luck!!

So what?

Its Thursday and I am upset that I haven't heard anything from the Apartments I applied to. I am seriously getting upset. I cannot stand living with someone else. I am so used to doing what I want and when I want. And walk around in what ever clothes as well. I love my Dad don't get me wrong, its just frustrating.

Oh and Mom....you didn't find that Dollar Tree I told you about it. That makes me mad. I don't like it when people say they found stuff. You Dork.

On the other hand. I had a nice weekend last weekend, I was bad and spent the night at my Ex's house. Yes I do still care for him but not love. Then come yesterday he was back to his mean side again. SO I put him back into his place and yelled at the bastard. It really hurt. Told him not to mess with my heart anymore cause I can't take it. So I called up my friend I met at the Gas Station. We are going out this weekend finally. I can't wait. He seems very interested and frankly so am I. We have talked since I last saw him. Well I am off to the IRS website to print out some forms. I want to know how much I am getting back this year....Later Folks!!!

I love this man.

OH....my my. I got lucky.



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Guess what?

Ok, since all this chaos and bullshit in my life about a month ago. One good thing has come out. I have somehow managed to lose almost 15lbs. Ok, I am really close to being under a certain weight. See when I got pregnant I gained weight but lost like 30lbs first. The highest I weighed was 233. Ok, I am blessed to say that I can do it without doing certain diets and shit. Just cut the junk food from your life and watch what you eat. For anyone who is wanting to lose weight. Just watch what you eat, that is the trick and excrcise. That is a must. I walk alot so that helps me. I am not a exerciser. But see yesterday (wed). I totally pigged out cause it was a day of relaxation for me and my friend Dawn. Whom I will way, I love like a Sister. She has been one of the rocks in my life to lean against. I really appreciate all she has done for me. Thanks Chickie. Oh and I still can't get over the "Correctional Center" we drove by yesterday. Kinda freaked me out you know. LOL.

Freaky Wednesday!

Ok, I went on a road trip with my friend Dawn down to Galesburg. WOW. It is a beautiful town. We have made a decision to move there. Not only for a new beginning but to have a fresh start. I am going to get things situated first before I go. I have some personal issues to take care of. That person I met at the gas station, I feel bad I haven't called him back. I feel bad but my gut feeling says he was a weirdo.

Well not much goin' on elsewhere. I am at Dawn's right now posting my stuff and about to get some things done here. I am excited. A new beginning.

Snow, Snow, Snow

Ok here in the Quad Cities is blanketed with snow. Which is cool...but way too much. They said somewhere between 4-10 inches. It sucks.

I bought American Wedding. I like the series of the movie. I really enjoyed it. I can't get enough of Stifler. He is my favorite. I know my bad. But he is a cutie.

Nice day for me and Jonathan.

We are at the library checking emails and Sis-2-Sis forum. My daily ritual. We are going to rent a movie too while we are here. He just doesn't know it yet. Then we are off to babysit my niece and nephew. I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I know we will. He is going to his Dads and I am enjoying peace and quiet.