I'm sorry.

Ok, I am sorry for not blogging. Its been a weird weekend. It started on friday night after I dropped my son off for his Dads. Peace and quiet. SO I went over to my friends' house and spent a couples there cause she had to work the next day so I got to play with little Levi. I love that boy. He is so precious. Then I left there cause I wanted to watch Third Watch. Well, I said to Dawn maybe I should call my friend Manny. She encouraged me cause I am a chicken. So I did. I made the big move and called. He was home. I drove around the block like 6 times cause of my anxiety. Well I went over to his apartment. We watched Third Watch together. It was a pleasant night. Got to know him better. Actually alot better than what I anticipated. I am a bad person. I felt bad and somewhat still do. I have since talked to him and he can't wait to see me again....well ditto for me as well. Found out some interesting things about him. He used to be a wrestler. And he works for a trucking company. So I guess I will see where it goes. Wish me luck!!