Long time no post.

Sorry guys for not posting. Its been a crazy week for me. My car decided it didn't want to run yesterday. I was so pissed first time since I got the damn thing. I ruined my shoes because of it. I kicked and hit and punched the dam thing. Then I threatened to junk it out. Well it finally started at 445pm last night. I was so pissed. But at least it wasn't the battery. It was the coldness. And we have another 2 weeks of this shit. Figures. Then its snowing today. Dam. I can't get away.

Well update on the Man, I've been seeing. We have talked alot about things and where it is going to go. I am nervous about having a relationship whatsoever. So I told him last night that I don't want to get to involved and it not go anywhere. That I easily get attached. He was honest with me and said that he is anxious to see where it leads. I told him never to mention the "M" word though. I've been there once and afraid to go back. I like him alot minus the hair thing I had in the beginning. But its all good. He is a awesome kisser. I guess I need patience with things with him. He is older and has his ways set and not been in a relationship. So I feel vulnerable to want to be there with him and spend time with him. But I can't. Then it would be tooo pushy. So I am going to sit back and let him come to me.


On the finding a place situation. IT SUCKS. Won't talk about it.