Hump day wanna be...

Ok, I have not gotten my car yet. Its waiting patiently for me at the shop. The problem was basically electrical. Something minor is what they say, but the price isn't. They had to dig thru my dash board and crap to get to it. At least it is done, I now see light at the end of my tunnel. Freedom???? Well gotta go wake up little man, for when he can go to school. He will be late but at least he will go.

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just called on my car and guess what? They found the problem that's been haunting me for weeks now. Some wiring plug underneath the dash board was corrodided away that was hooked to my fuel pump. WHOO HOOOO!!! Finally a diagnosis! Now I am definitely not losing my freakin' mind. I feel so much better on what is wrong with my car and that its getting fixed right now as we speak. I feel like jumping for joy but don't want to jinx myself. Wish me luck on getting my car today. I will be sooooooo excited if I do. Please God, Please......

Trying to find something new.

Ok, I am trying something different than the pea green colors. I am still working out the bugs. Update on my car, its in the shop and guess what???? Its something electrical. Not enough current getting to the fuel pump. Piece of shit ford. See I love my Taurus and I don't want to lose it. I've enjoyed driving it and so forth. I am hoping today will be the day that I get to drive it home. I am hoping and praying. I have things I have to do and so forth. I want to go to the store when I want you know??? To go visit my other friends who are pissed at me cause I don't call them for them to come and pick me up. I can't do that. I will just keep to myself on how I am feeling. To my one friend Alysia, I am sorry about last night. I was really tired. See I got up early yesterday to take Dawn to work in her Van. She has to be at her job at 530am and I did that once before but my son was on Spring Break but he is back in school and he had to be at school at 8am. Well I never got a chance to go take a nap or anything. So I was exhausted. I do not know how Dawn does it daily. So last night I went down stairs to take a short nap and that never happened. My son for one would not lay down, and I am not going to leave him upstairs with her kids. I can't do that. No matter what she says I can't do that. He is my responsibility. He finally fell asleep about 530ish and woke up at 730. I had to wake him up as well. Poor guy. Well enough whining I have to go down and make breakfast. Don't know what were gonna have, the kids ate all the bread last night. It would not of been so bad if they didn't feed the birds the day before. Kids have good thoughts and imaginations. I will go and catch up on my reads later. My guy is home today cause my car isn't....And his school is about 7 miles away. Oh I wish my car was running, I would have been able to enjoy my day away.

Friday blah!

Not much to say, still reeling in over my eye injury. Starting to bruise a little not much though thank goodness. I didn't want to have to explain myself. I am on Dawn's puter right now, just updating my blog. I have to watch my Sister Dusty's 2 kids today. I usually watch them 2 days a week since I am off work for the time being it helps her out. And me vice versa. I really shouldn't be accepting money from her as she is my Sister, but its not alot. For 4 hours she will pay me something like $6 or $7 dollars. I figured it would cover my gas money for the two days, well since my car is still down its for the birds. I am going absolutely fucking nuts not having my car. I hate being stranded in places. I've been wanting to go to the store and get some groceries cause I am having a caffeine fit if you know what I mean. But maybe its a good thing cause last night was the first time I had pop and my tummy hurt sooooo bad. Also no candy either. Its nice but I am having the worst cravings and shit. Maybe hopefully I can get my Sister to take me to the store after she gets off work. Well I have to get ready to go. I am going to Kwik Shop before I head to my sisters. I need something now!!!!!!!!!!!!

Whoops!!

For some reason its not my luck these last two days. Last night, I hit my head on a head rest, well actually it was my face on the right side. My goodness the pain was so intense. I was crying and didn't feel it. It felt like blood running down my face. I got my upper eyelid cut and underneath my eye. I was lucky I didn't hit my eyeball. Then I was in my storage unit today and I was moving things around well as I was moving my eyelets for scrapbooking they fall onto the ground and go everywhere. Talk about bad luck. I am just waiting for something else to happen. I made the mistake and told myself it can't get any worse. Well it does every time I say that. Well I am off to put stuff up on eBay. I need to make some extra money. I am thinking of bringing some boxes and going thru them and just selling stuff to get rid of it. Wish me luck!!!!

What a shock!!

To find out on my Mom's blog that a friend of the family is engaged. I am so happy for him just wish I would of found out via phone. That makes me mad. It seems like people like to keep things to themselves. I don't want to sound selfish or anything but something happened a couple of weeks ago and its been bothering me ever since. I haven't seen our friend in a long long time and he invited me for dinner and my Mom was going well. I didn't go cause I didn't want to bother my Mom with her time with our friend. I am sorry Mom but it really hurt my feelings that night. I miss him too. Its been probably close to a year since I've seen him. I miss you Werner and hope you and Meghan are very happy. Hopefully someday I will get to meet her and see the beautiful woman he has chosen. I know Werner has excellent taste and is a awesome person himself. Enjoy your time in Paris and Belgium Werner.....we miss you!!!

Bad timing!

Ok, my car broke down a week ago. I have not been able to get to the library to post anything. I am so stressed over this right now, I have lost my mind. Then I woke up yesterday morning, sicker than a dog. I had a rough night last night. I can only see positive things happening. Tomorrow my Ex is going to look at my car again and see where it goes from there. I hope all it is, is the Inertia Switch. I am hoping to God it is. Well I am off back to Dawns, I am still not feeling well. I feel like someone beat the shit out of me.

Thursday Update

I updated for Wednesday, I kinda slept yesterday so I didn't walk all that much. My Bad. I know. I am visiting my Mom for a short while gonna help her with her air fresheners....they smell so good!!!!!! Then I am back to Dawn's to help take care of Nicole she is home sick today. Poor baby. She wants me to wash her blanket for her. Well I will update on my steps tomorrow.

Changing for the better?

I am going to "try" eating better and exercising more. I bought a pedometer to see how many steps I take each day.
Wedsnesday - 1100 Steps total for Wednesday that is .52 miles half a mile...mmm. I need to walk more.

I will update tomorrow on how many total for the day. I know I walk alot I am just curious on how much?

I signed up for the sticker exchange on a forum I belong too. I am anxious to see what different stickers I recieve in return. I chose stickers that fit the peoples personalities. I really enjoyed this. Well I am off to babysit my nephew and niece for a little bit. I will be back tomorrow. I mean it. LOL.

You're Element is Earth. You like plants and
flowers and have a very natural looking beauty.
You are a very innocent and maybe naive person
but it's only the erks in this world that take
advantage of you because you are a jewel in
this world of rocks. You have many friends and
they all enjoy you as much as you do them. You
are skilled with your hands and would be able
to last in a more remote home.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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I am better.

I am doing alot better than two days ago. You would think when one is sick they would rest right? Not this little girl, she's been busy. I moved in with Dawn last weekend. And she is one person who is working full-time and raising 3 kids on her own. Well imagine the laundry she has and she doesn't have time. So I've been on this mission to get ALL her laundry caught up for her. It has taken me hours upon hours to do it. I don't expect anything from her but a smile. I am not working and its much easier for me right now to help her. I am enjoying helping her cause she is so tired by the time she makes it home. I think now my mission will be to help myself find a part time job and earn some money for my son and I. Especially if I want a income tax refund next year....lol. Well I am off to watch my niece and nephew today. And its my weekend that Jonathan goes to his Dads. Finally a night of rest. I don't know what I am going to do with myself. SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sick.

I felt this tingle in my throat yeaterday and didn't think anything of it. Well today, I feel god awful. I woke up at 6 this morning with this thing in my throat. I went to the bathroom and did my deed well before I made it out the door I acutally threw up. Ok its been almost a year since my surgery to fix my heartburn and they told me that I would never be able to vomit again. Well guess what? I did. My ears hurt, my sinuses hurt and my eyes hurt. I am going to the doctor before I head back home, I can't deal with this right now. So I will keep you all posted on what happens with me.

But I am really craving Egg Drop Soup for some reason. Probably cause my tummy is upset and needs something easy. Well I will catch ya later!!!