Going to be changing.

I am going to be changing my layout yet again. I am not happy with the orange or whatever the colors are. I am doing some research and trying to find something that suits me. I have another site but its only in the pre stages. Its funny though that sometimes you can have up to 3 or more sites and only one suits you. I made one a week ago, after finding a skin on blogskins.com and I love it. Just working with it and finding what I like is hard.

ok I updated.

Ok fine there I updated. UGH!!!!!

Tired today.

I am tired, I came home late last night from my Mother In Laws house and my friend Alysia's house as well. My bad. Well anyway, I got up knowing I had to go and get some laundry soap. So I went online to the weekly ads for Target and Kmart to see what is on sale. So thank goodness Target had a good sale. Well off to update my website. Wanting something new...he he he.

Feelin' a bit better.

Just sore as hell. I went and finally got my TV from my Dad's. Well its a 27inch TV. So its huge and heavy. I carried it all by myself and let me tell you. I feel like I just had the most wildest and craziest sex. Cause my whole freakin' body is sore. My legs, arms and stomach. OMG. I can't lift anything. AT ALL!!!!! Well I am off to make me some breakfast. I am starving. I will post more later cause I've got a few things to say here about some stuff.

Still not up to posting.

I probably won't be posting for awhile. Got too much on my mind. Sorry for the inconvenience. I feel like no ones reads my blog anyways, so why post anymore. I've been so busy, I feel like I should be a twin.

Not up to posting!

Sorry haven't been up to posting. I went to Dustin's Visitation last night and it was amazing how many people were there. It took almost 25 minutes to get up to the casket. OMG. So many people. Hundreds from what I was told. So many people saying goodbye really got me. I told myself not to cry and I think I did pretty good til' later last night. Well, not much to say just that I am still sad.

So sad.

Right now I am so mad at this world. I found out yesterday that someone my son played with a couple years ago was fatally stabbed to death. The reason behind it is absolutely low. Right now I am grieving over his loss. He was a gorgeous boy and had so much going for him. I will miss him. Its so sad that some idiot had to do something this brutal over a dam dog. Dustin I hope your at peace right now and that justice will be served on this bastard who did this to you. Here is the newspaper clipping for you too read. I will update it as it goes, this bastard will pay for taking such a young life.

I am tired.

For some reason I've been extremely tired these last two or three days. I don't have much else to say, been busy helping my Sister. I know sounds weird. LOL. Well I am off to Target. TTYL

My head hurts.

Yes it really does. I went to the doc this morning, I have some infection in my throat/nose/ear area. Basically it hurts to eat, talk, yawn or anything else you do with your mouth. Which is basically everything. They gave my antibiotics but can't get them cause I don't have any money. Still waiting on Child Support to go get my son his medicine, since he now has allergies. His meds aren't covered. Bastards. I am so stressed, I hate my life. But at least I am helping my Sister with her Liittle Tikes Swing Set, Space Saver Cabinet , Cabinet , and Mailbox. SO I will catch u all later!!!!

Tuesday already?

Wow its Tuesday already. Today my MIL gets back in town. She's been in Georgia for almost a month helping out Jonathan's cousins get settled into their new home. Can't wait to see her, even I miss her. I was thinking of getting some balloons and putting them in her yard for when she came home.

I want to thank Werner for the lunch we had on Saturday. And I got to meet his new fiancee'...she is soooooo pretty. I think they make a perfect couple. They are so much alike. I would like to wish him the best of luck on their bright future.

And I've been thinking of going to another place to blog my stuff. Don't know yet. Just playing around with the idea.

I am sooooo happy right now!

Ok, I got the infamous phone call at 4 o'clock yesterday that my car was done. Ok I heard it before right? Well when I drove it off the lot Weds. it went into high idle and really scared me. Nothing like riding your brakes the entire time. Well I had to take it back. Another day without my car. Oh it pissed me off royally. Well I spent the entire day Thursday in a pissy mood. Cause not knowing what its going to cost me. And other blah blah. Well it come down to it that it was my main computer and some regulator thing. Well I went and got my car. I got in, everything felt right this time. It drove so good, I literally cried. It has never ran so good. And the gas mileage is awesome. Cause it was all fuel related. Now, today I am going out to find a job. I have some people I have to pay back ASAP. Then I am off to meet my friend with whom I haven't seen in a long, long time. Yes that would be Werner. I am excited. OH OH OH, my friend Dawn and I went and saw Jersey Girl. OMG. I cried. It was such a good show. True love never surpasses me!

Getting annoyed now!!!

Ok, my Sister Dusty just called the garage to see what is going on with my car? They told her that they worked on it earlier but they have to get their scheduled stuff done first. BULLSHIT....MOTHER FUCKERS!!! My car has been there since Sunday. They need to fix my car like NOW! ARGH!!!!!!!

I need to keep my mouth shut.

Because when something good happens it ends up being bad. For instance my car? I went to pick it up cause it was done right? Well within two blocks of leaving it decides to shoot into high idle/gear and shit. Leaves me with riding my brakes all the way home. So I call the Service Center back and tell him, he says get it back here immediately, so I did. Well guess who doesn't have a car anymore? Umm. Good one, its me again!!!!!!!!! I am so fucking pissed right now, I wanna just leave and never come back. I had a taste of freedom for two blocks last night. So freakin' close. But the good thing is, they fixed my power locks. That's a good thing. Now I can get remote start put on my car. Whoo hooo!! But that is another project for another time. Now I am wondering if it fixed my power seat too???? I should hear something this morning on what is wrong with it now. Its probably something sticking with the Idle Air Control Valve. If that is the problem, I will be pissed. OK, now I just read that my brother and girlfriend are expecting their second child. Now, I feel bad, I will be the only one in the family with one child. I was the first to have a baby and now I feel left out again. Not feeling sorry for myself. Actually I am praising myself for not getting PG while being single. See I would love to have another one, but someone told me I was too mean to have another child. I believe it cause I don't have patience. At all!!! I have seemed to have lost all my patience and good manners since my car has been down. But not as bad as my sister Stacey. Don't get me wrong, but she threw the biggest fit last night and I was ready to leave. See Dusty walked into her house and didn't realize she had mud on her shoe. So we tried to clean it as good as we could cause we knew she would throw the temper tantrum. Well she did and would not stop yelling for almost 30 minutes. I am sorry but if I was the person upstairs I would of called the cops cause it was loud. She needs anger management and parenting classes badly. She yells at her daughter and curses at her as well. That really bothers me. Dusty wanted me to go to Harris with her last night and I said NO cause I cannot handle Stacey anymore. Now if I had my car maybe cause I would of been able to leave but being stuck there. NO WAY!!! Well enough bitching about my sisters, I love them but gezzzz.