I need to keep my mouth shut.

Because when something good happens it ends up being bad. For instance my car? I went to pick it up cause it was done right? Well within two blocks of leaving it decides to shoot into high idle/gear and shit. Leaves me with riding my brakes all the way home. So I call the Service Center back and tell him, he says get it back here immediately, so I did. Well guess who doesn't have a car anymore? Umm. Good one, its me again!!!!!!!!! I am so fucking pissed right now, I wanna just leave and never come back. I had a taste of freedom for two blocks last night. So freakin' close. But the good thing is, they fixed my power locks. That's a good thing. Now I can get remote start put on my car. Whoo hooo!! But that is another project for another time. Now I am wondering if it fixed my power seat too???? I should hear something this morning on what is wrong with it now. Its probably something sticking with the Idle Air Control Valve. If that is the problem, I will be pissed. OK, now I just read that my brother and girlfriend are expecting their second child. Now, I feel bad, I will be the only one in the family with one child. I was the first to have a baby and now I feel left out again. Not feeling sorry for myself. Actually I am praising myself for not getting PG while being single. See I would love to have another one, but someone told me I was too mean to have another child. I believe it cause I don't have patience. At all!!! I have seemed to have lost all my patience and good manners since my car has been down. But not as bad as my sister Stacey. Don't get me wrong, but she threw the biggest fit last night and I was ready to leave. See Dusty walked into her house and didn't realize she had mud on her shoe. So we tried to clean it as good as we could cause we knew she would throw the temper tantrum. Well she did and would not stop yelling for almost 30 minutes. I am sorry but if I was the person upstairs I would of called the cops cause it was loud. She needs anger management and parenting classes badly. She yells at her daughter and curses at her as well. That really bothers me. Dusty wanted me to go to Harris with her last night and I said NO cause I cannot handle Stacey anymore. Now if I had my car maybe cause I would of been able to leave but being stuck there. NO WAY!!! Well enough bitching about my sisters, I love them but gezzzz.