Not up to posting!

Sorry haven't been up to posting. I went to Dustin's Visitation last night and it was amazing how many people were there. It took almost 25 minutes to get up to the casket. OMG. So many people. Hundreds from what I was told. So many people saying goodbye really got me. I told myself not to cry and I think I did pretty good til' later last night. Well, not much to say just that I am still sad.